O.O

2010-03-04T06:47:00.001-08:00

if you want something that much, why are you doing things that are making you lose it?

2010-02-15T09:32:00.001-08:00

torture.

2010-02-07T07:32:00.000-08:00

yet, why do i still feel like all ive said had no effect at all?

the most ironic thing is, it seems that im the one left troubled the most.

you're not alone here.
we're all here for a reason.
to help you.
so doing everything, going through everything yourself shldnt be an option at all.

sighh.

2010-01-15T08:59:00.001-08:00

sigh.

2009-12-22T05:34:00.000-08:00

hmmmm.
i guessed things have changed for the better and for the worse.

2009-12-12T07:49:00.000-08:00

more time pl0cks.

2009-12-09T03:55:00.000-08:00

2009-12-03T11:41:00.000-08:00

http://www.spinner.com/2009/12/03/green-day-with-american-idiot-cast-21-guns-song-premiere/

2009-12-03T05:34:00.001-08:00

OMG UPDATE!

im gna change blogskin soon.

2009-11-07T06:03:00.000-08:00

we are in charge of our own lives.
you have no right to control what we do.
so what if we dint do it.
how would you know we dint.
who are you to say that into our faces.
i once thought you were just a rather normal person.
but that totally proved to me that you are really a total bitch.
in the first place, who are you to console him and all that if you are having troubles with the people from your own class.
deal with yourself first before caring about others.
secondly, who are you to say that about us.
how would you know what kind of shit is going on in our class.
how the fuck would you know how he is in real life if youre just talking to him in real life, and never actually talk to him before.
and when you arent even close to him.
how would you know how he treats us and all that shit.
dont go jumping to conclusions like that.
how would you know if he wasnt just trying to shut your irritating mouth.
he was already unhappy about it.
so i wouldnt find it strange if he said that just so that you would stop reminding him bout it.
also,
what kind of tone did you use when you were talking to me.
you use the sort of tone as if.
we are all no-lifers and you were the only one in the world who is right.
sure, i should also not say this since im am not the only one who is right.
in fact, i might be wrong about this.
but i just want to say.
that that is not the right tone to use to speak to people.
especially seniors.
even though im not your cca senior or any other senior in any way,
but that dosent mean you can use that tone.
what you did just decrease how i thought of your batch by a fucking lot.
a bunch of sucking-up hypocrites.
mostly.
but even so.
that tone wasnt even the right tone to speak to your friends of the same level.
not with schoolmates, classmates, or even besties.
you were laughing at me.
kind of like
" HA! i got 4.0 for my gpa and you only got 1.5"
just much fucking worse than that.

2009-10-30T06:26:00.000-07:00

been a long time since i posted.
a really long time.
anyway,

its been two great years together.
all the fun and laughter we shared.
all the tears we shed( well, not really)
and all the sad and stressful times together.
i really cant believe that its just going to stop so abruptly.
to think that well all be seperated next year,
its really scary.
even though most of us will still be in rv,
but being schoolmates and classmates are two completely different things.

but i think its still really sad.
even through two years,
i dont think theres a single person in the class who can get well with everybody.
are we still not together enough, even after all that?
i dno.
maybe its just us.

but to think that we would part after two years.
i really dont like it.
but what can we do about it?
all we can do is feel sad and mope over it.
and i admit it,
i almost cried during the last few minutes that we had together,
as a class.
i hope we all had the same feelings during that time,
cos that would show how much we actually are bonded together.

but what must happen must happen.
we cant do anything bout it.
so this is the end of our school life as a class.
hopefully you had as much fun in it as i had.
thank you all for everything.

2009-07-19T06:21:00.001-07:00

9:20pm

My last 1 day 12 hours of hunting:

Catches:

Laboratory: 10 Steel, 3 Mutated Grey, 6 Granite, 4 Bionic, 2 Dwarf
Calm Clearing: 1 Chameleon, 4 Dwarf, 3 Bear, 2 Shaman, 2 Frog, 4 Moosker, 2 Treant, 2 Sylvan, 1 Wiggler
Training Grounds: 5 Archer, 3 Ninja, 2 Dwarf, 1 White, 1 Samurai, 1 Worker
Great Gnarled Tree: 4 Chameleon, 4 Moosker, 2 Sylvan, 2 Elven Princess, 2 Bear, 1 Shaman, 1 Treant, 1 Fairy, 1 Wicked Witch of Whisker Woods, 4 Eagle Owl, 1 Nibbler, 1 Frog, 1 Wiggler
Lagoon: 2 Eagle Owl, 1 Tiger, 1 Treant, 1 Wiggler, 1 Sylvan

Total catches: 90

Average weight: 4 oz.

Gold and Points:

60,177 gold gained, 1,971 gold lost

107,198 points gained, 607 points lost

58,206 net gold, 106,591 net points.

Cheese:

Swiss:
Attracted a mouse 34 times out of 40 hunts.
34 were eaten, 0 went stale and 3 were stolen.
Brie:
Attracted a mouse 42 times out of 47 hunts.
42 were eaten, 0 went stale and 0 were stolen.
Super Brie:
Attracted a mouse 29 times out of 30 hunts.
29 were eaten, 1 went stale and 0 were stolen.
Gnarled:
Attracted a mouse 6 times out of 6 hunts.
6 were eaten, 0 went stale and 0 were stolen.

My attraction rate was very good.

Loot:

Splintered Wood (x2)
Radioactive Blue Cheese Curd Potion (x3)
Satchel of Gold (250 gold) (x1)
Gnarled Cheese Curd Potion (x3)

2009-07-10T10:48:00.001-07:00

1:46am